You’ve got what it takes.

The grit.

The hustle.

The grind.

The work ETHIC.

You have it. You know this. Its in you. Its always been you.

 

And you rely on THIS to get you where you want to go. You rely on THIS to get you to the next level. You rely on THESE attributes to build your empire. The empire that you dream of where you live life on your terms, get to be creative, expressive, and all of YOU and make that payyppperrrr at the same d*mn time.

 

This is the dream.

This is the vision.

 

And you WORK

And you GRIND

And you HUSTLE

 

And you get SOME results

Then you get SOME sort of traction

You feel it a LITTLE bit

 

But you can’t hang onto it

You can’t full GRASP the empire in your palm

 

Its always out of reach- taunting you- teasing you- with its presence- with its seductive essence

 

And you’re CONFUSED because what the FUCK is all this hard work DOING – if I’m not seeing any of the results, yeah?

 

Yeah, I know. 

I fuckkkkkking get it. Literally the hardest MF worker in the room- yet, the outside results are not reflecting this BLOOD, SWEAT, and TEARS that you’re putting into the dream.

 

And this results in some residual depression, anxiety, dissociating etc. 

Because you start towards the dream- then you stop. And you start, and then you stop again.

And you don't know WHY you can't sustain the momentum-or WHY its not WORKING- because there IS a part of you who just KNOWS you were born to make MILLIONS and live the remote life and work from ANYWHERE in the world doing what you LOVE!

I get it, I was in a DARK place for a LONG time.

 

Trust me- I’m talking from MAD experience. I’m talkin from full blown medicated weighed 90 pounds as an adult because I couldn’t EAT I was so depressed and anxious level of experience

 

I’m talkin’ living from survival mode on a fuuuuckin THOUSAND- terrible vibes, tbh

 

But I LIVED like this for YEARS. Tried therapy- didn’t work. Tried drugs (both legal and illicit for healing purposes) didn’t work. Tried affirmations and meditations and gratitude journals. Didn’t work.

 

And I almost kind of accepted that I just “had anxiety” and that the people who didn’t- just “didn’t get it” and to be FAIR- there ARE people out there who COMPLETLELY bypass their hard emotions and actually DON’T fckin get it- because instead of letting the grandiosity of their emotions consume them (like the people with anxiety) they squash that shit DEEP down and avoid the hell out of it

 

But my identity literally became someone who just “had anxiety”- and it was almost like, a safe zone of sorts- because I could use it as an exit strategy, or an excuse as to why something wasn’t happening or working out in my life, or as a means to connect with other people who “had anxiety”- a crutch ~of sorts~

 

Until one day, I woke the FUCK UP and was like wo0o0o0w I am literally CHOOSING this identity of someone who has anxiety and therefore I am PEREPUTATING my anxiety. Congratulations, Alex, you played yourself *DJ Khalid voice*

 

It was one of my first initiations into taking ownership over my own victim consciousness. Really, the beginning of my soul work journey. The entrance to my own path of personal development, my own process of self-healing, and towards my highest calling.

 

And I wasn’t just “cured” of anxiety overnight. Shit, I still experience anxiety (we all do, from time to time- it’s just is part of life- deal w/ it…P.S.- fuck HANGxiety #iykyk) but I no longer make it WHO I am or let it stop me from who I am supposed to BECOME. 

 

And it is only once you OWN this- it is only once you REALIZE this and make an effort to consciously and actively and intentionally DECIDE to change this way of thinking, change the way you perceive yourself, and change the way you look at life as a WHOLE that you will stop *having anxiety* and start to live your motherfuckin DREAM life

 

It is only once you actually take a STAND against this demon inside of you (aka your anxiety) - that you will actually CONQUER it- but this is a CHOICE- this is a DECISION- and this moment to moment WORK

 

And this is not easy. Never said it was easy. Shit is actually extremely hard. But wtf is harder- your entire life being about your aNxIeTy- or handling that bih once and for all?? 

 

And you might think it’s impossible for you. You might not be ble to see the light right now. But I PROMISE you, this is within your reach. Use ME as evidence if you have to- until you can find the hope within yourself to see that it as possible for YOU

 

Because once you STOP identifying with this BS of *I’m not good enough* and *it never works out for me* and *what if THIS goes wrong* you start to open the pathway and the doorway to thoughts like- “well, what DO I want my life to look like?” “If I no longer felt debilitated by this, what WOULD I do with my life?- How WOULD I spend my time” and when you start asking THESE types of questions- you’re on the right fucking track- when you’re engaging with THESE types of internal conversations- you’re answering the call from SOUL, to step into your true purpose and do what you came here to do. 

You’re on the path of healing.

You're on the path to ACTUALLY build the empire.

 

Because I promise – no matter how many likes you get on your insta, no matter how LAVISH your wedding is, no matter how big of a ROCK is on your finger, no matter how many BABIES you pop out, no matter how big of a RAISE you get or PROMOTION you receive- there will ALWAYS be a void within you that you will fill with “anxiety,” until you finally claim your highest purpose.

 

Your PURPOSE is the answer

Your PURPOSE is the medicine

Your PURPOSE IS your saving grace

 

You have GOT to heal these inner wounds that let the anxiety run the show- and decide to figure out what REALLY matters to you- WHY it matters to you- and show up for your life from THAT place- THAT’s the healing. THAT’s the joy. THAT’s the massive wealth. THAT’s the fulfillment. THAT’s fuck yeah energy. Everything good worth experiencing or having, comes from THAT deep soul knowing. Comes from THAT level of clarity and certainty. And THAT is what will give you the life you dream of deep, deeeeep down- and low key KNOW is your destiny- even though your *anxiety* is talking smack in your ear all day.

 

So you’ve gotta make THAT inner knowing- THAT inner nudge that you KNOW you’re meant for MORE- be the dominant voice within your system- and NOT the anxiety

 

You are NOT your anxiety.

You ARE your dreams.

 

Let that sink in. 

So it is your JOB- it is your DUTY- it is your BIGGEST possible RESPONSIBILITY to CLAIM this. To take OWNERSHIP of where the fake you (the anxiety) is running the show. And to decide to let the BADASS run the show instead. 

 

The BADASS takes ownership.

The BADASS wrangles these demons.

The BADASS builds the empire.

The BADASS makes it happen.

 

And the BADASS dwells within YOU- and is waiting for you to IGNITE it so you can create your DREAMS already!